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How Shall I Live Now in the Unexpected Present //
hannah rubin

Mar 7-May 22, 2026

nina is honored to present How Shall I Live Now in the Unexpected Present, a solo debut exhibition of photographs by hannah rubin, running from March 7 - May 22, 2026.

 

Shot on 35 mm film, rubin’s photographs offer uncanny domestic scenes of two bodies in transition. The work engages the history of photography between lovers and its often exploitative gaze on trans and queer bodies. In these queer portraits, gender and intimacy are not treated as fixed states or completed transformations, but as things in motion, negotiated in dailyness. The images linger in bedrooms and bathrooms, in rest and in maintenance. Limbs mirror one another; a leg meets a leg. Human and animal forms fold together. Green surfaces, house plants, and domestic light frame and obscure the scenes. The images resist sharpness, preferring proximity over clarity. rubin’s photographs open a field of attention to the soft and strange: how we share our lives with one another, how intensity and banality mingle in the everyday, and how to live within change rather than beyond it. The photographs are alive with what is ripe, what is molted. Time and love dilate for an “unexpected present.” 

 

The exhibition takes its title from Kaveh Akbar's poem, Against Dying.  

Gallery Showings

  • How Shall I Live Now in the Unexpected Present: Gallery Hours
    How Shall I Live Now in the Unexpected Present: Gallery Hours
    May 09, 2026, 2:00 PM – 5:00 PM
    nina Atwater, 3170 Glendale Blvd, Los Angeles, CA 90039, USA
    Join artist hannah rubin and curator K. Bradford for a private viewing and walkthrough of hannah's solo debut exhibition of photographs How Shall I Live Now in the Unexpected Present.
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  • How Shall I Live Now in the Unexpected Present: Gallery Hours
    How Shall I Live Now in the Unexpected Present: Gallery Hours
    May 12, 2026, 6:00 PM – 9:00 PM
    nina Atwater, 3170 Glendale Blvd, Los Angeles, CA 90039, USA
    Join artist hannah rubin and curator K. Bradford for a private viewing and walkthrough of hannah's solo debut exhibition of photographs How Shall I Live Now in the Unexpected Present.
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  • How Shall I Live Now in the Unexpected Present: Gallery Hours
    How Shall I Live Now in the Unexpected Present: Gallery Hours
    May 17, 2026, 11:00 AM – 2:00 PM
    nina Atwater, 3170 Glendale Blvd, Los Angeles, CA 90039, USA
    Join artist hannah rubin and curator K. Bradford for a private viewing and walkthrough of hannah's solo debut exhibition of photographs How Shall I Live Now in the Unexpected Present.
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hannah rubin

hannah rubin is an LA-based interdisciplinary artist, writer, and somatic practitioner whose work explores the entangled relationships between body, language, and environment through the lens of queer ecology. Drawing on practices of experimental poetry, performance, and visual art, their work investigates how physical and social structures shape experiences of grief, desire, and transformation. Their work has been presented by The MAK Center for Art and Architecture, Craft Contemporary, Outlook Is___ Projects, and dublab radio and has received support from High Desert Test Sites, The Center for Craft, Lambda Literary Foundation, Tin House, and the Truman Capote Literary Trust. Their writing has appeared or is forthcoming in numerous places, including: nat. brut, TAGGVERK, The Bennington Review, and F Magazine. They hold an MFA from California Institute of the Arts and a BA from Wesleyan University.

https://www.hannahrubin.com/

Also featuring hannah rubin

  • How Shall I Live Now in the Unexpected Present: Closing Reception
    How Shall I Live Now in the Unexpected Present: Closing Reception
    Fri, May 22
    nina Atwater
    Join us for an exuberant reception of poetry, music, and performance featuring local LA artists exploring themes of transition, grief, love, and interspecies kinship. This event marks the closing of hannah rubin's photography exhibit, How Shall I Live Now in the Unexpected Present.
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  • STICKY POETRY CLUB
    STICKY POETRY CLUB
    Thu, Mar 26
    nina Atwater
    An experimental embodied writing space for folks looking to be in the messy sociality of writing together.⁠ At STICKY, we get into the strange, random, hard to understand, and difficult to leave places within ourselves and our language. We press, pull, sort, channel and touch.
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  • How Shall I Live Now in the Unexpected Present
    How Shall I Live Now in the Unexpected Present
    Sat, Mar 07
    nina Atwater
    Join us for the opening night of How Shall I Live Now in the Unexpected Present, featuring new works by hannah rubin. Shot on 35 mm film and taken during the last years of their dog’s life, rubin’s photographs offer uncanny domestic scenes of two bodies in transition. This event is 21+ only.
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